But right this minute I could seriously go for a break!! Its been non stop whining for 4 hours....there is only so much one person can take. Deze busted a hole in the wall...literally....there is no longer a gate in the doorway of her room, so I cannot hear when she escapes at night. The hole in the wall and the lack of a gate have everything to do with each other for those of you wondering.
So here I sit at the top of the stairs blocking her in her room, hoping she passes out soon. I have laundry that just keeps piling up...and dishes waiting on me. I cannot relax till the house is clean, and I cannot clean till she is sleeping!!!
This could take hours. Gabe on the other hand is watching Word World...the same episode for the 6th time today. I used to hate it, now I love it. It is so cute to watch him watch it. He knows all the words...literally. Does not know the meaning of them, but repeats them so cute! I will take all the words we can get at this point in time.
I just want the girls to sleep!!
To be honest I think I have something wrong with me, not in a bad way...but as in if the house is messing I cannot focus on anything at all. If something is out of place I cannot sleep...I have no idea why this is, but I keep trying to not stress about the messes...I am ok with paint on clothes and things like that, I know I can toss the clothes if its bad.
Things like dishes in the sink, crumbs on the floor..toys on the wrong shelf...I cannot deal with! Yes I am odd, I know this...and no I don't yell or get mad at the kids for these things, I just bust ass till its perfect again....they general notice mom has went nuts and stay out of my way, or offer to help!! Anyways if you really read all of this thank you...if you have ideas I will take those too!!!
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