I know that this is supposed to be about autism all the time. However right now I need someone to talk to and all my friends are in bed. I really don't expect a soul to read this....
I am at the end of my rope. The house is a mess. There are piles of things that never get gotten to. I cannot deal with this. I am tired of having to pick up dirty socks all over.....and they are NOT the kids socks. I am sick of being the only one that knows how to do the dishes, cook and vacuum. Not to mention the laundry and sweeping/mopping.
I seriously feel unwanted right now. I am ready to just scream. I feel like I could just vanish and nobody would notice...except when the food was not on the table on time. I am stressed. About money, about possible eye surgery on Nomuken, the amount of fits that Deze has in 10 mins. lack of sleep, and so much more.
The girls were tucked in at 8 pm and they are up there playing and screaming that I am mean making them go to bed. For the last hour and a half.....I just want them to sleep. And I want a freaking bed to sleep on. Ours is ruined. Some how between all the packing and getting out the door I forgot to leave the cat with a liter box. She peed all over the bed.
The puppies are making me nuts. They are still not potty trained...and I don't think I have the time to do it. Geromy is down to less then 18 hours a week at work. And I still have to ask literally 10 times to get the trash taken out.
1 comments:
I hope that you are feeling better now. I know how you were feeling and I'm sorry :( I know how overwhelming it all can get. I really hope you're doing better.
Thinking of you,
kellie
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