In Duluth now

For the next hour or so. Deze had her hearing test yesterday. She is just below average in her left ear, but she cannot hear high pitches in that ear. Her right ear is non responsive.
There is alot of fluid in her ears, not ear infection type, just fluids. They are not draining like they should be. The next step may be ear tubes, but they want to find out if she can hear from her right ear at all. So we come back in 4 months for more testing.

We also talked about the possibility that maybe she has sensory integration disorder and adhd too. I am not sure how to take this. I have thought all along that those were issues. But as normal I was ignored, and now its brought up a yr later.

I want to go home. We had fun at the water park last night, but this morning has been hell. Geromy is in a bad mood and its all "my fault". It gets old after a while.....but that is a whole other issue at the moment. I just want to be able to process yesterdays blow without being yelled at.

Tajia met a girl at the water park that she became instant friends with. They played together for 4 hours in the water park. When it was time to head upstairs to go to bed, they both cried! It was cute, but I felt so bad taking her away from her new found friend. So I took a picture of the 2 of them so that Tajia can always remember her!
Gabe had to be carried from the water park last night, he lost it. He was not happy and didn't understand why we could not stay the night there. They leave the lights on in there overnight so that didn't help. Nomuken is silly....she had a blast last night too. She passed out within second of being tucked into bed! It was super cute.
Deze is well Deze. She has no idea of anything going on. I did watch her more last night and noticed that she turns her head to where her left ear is toward you when you speak to her. My next step is to learn sign language. Even if the tubes help her, she will not be hearing 100% ever.
I feel so bad for her. She has so many things "wrong" with her. I want to go inside her head for one day. I want to know how she thinks and processes things. I need to know how to take care of her and how to make her feel loved.